don't worry

To my dear honey,

 

I don’t know if there would come a time that you’ll get to read this letter. Nonetheless, it wouldn’t really matter if you do.

I just cheated or stole minutes of my busy time for this letter which I really don’t know what it would address. I just thought that just last night you were confiding your problems on family to me, arguing what should be the best way to do. As a matter of fact, I’m beginning to hate the situation you are in but I cannot hate you nor your mom. Your mom have been a single parent since you were a kid and maybe that is one of the reasons why she acts like one now and that she’s too old to cry over sentimental “lambing” reasons. I can’t agree with you saying that she is an irresponsible mother for at the back of my mind (I just could not say it), I think, you have been irresponsible too. Sometimes, providing for allowances and house bills are not enough. They need you and your presence and that’s what lacking. People would really tend to look at the situation one sided. Even if you are being too good on one aspect if on the other you’re not, in the end, you’ll be a bad guy. I really felt sorry on that, hon. I know, you’ve been working days and nights just to take care of the financial needs of your family. Being a breed winner is not really easy. You have suffered and sacrifice a lot, I know. And it would really make you feel bad that despite of that, they see you as a bad son, inconsiderate and unloving.

But I am always here. Not only as your girlfriend, your best friend, but also as your confidant. Remember that song you sang to me when you were just courting me? I am your biggest fan, honey. And no matter what difficulties, obstacles or problems that will come along your way, I will always be at your back, pushing you forward and up. And when we will encounter trials, I will always walk beside you holding your hand. I have promised you that I will never leave you and will always try to understand and will always take care of you.

If someday, you happen to read this letter, I know you’ll be glad that until that very day, I am still beside you. You would not know, or you can never tell, that very day, you’ll be reading this beside me.

I love you so much honey…